Still No Baby

So I’m 39 weeks and 4 days pregnant and the fact that I’m pregnant kinda gives it away that I’ve not actually had his baby yet!!!  No from lack of wanting though.  I’m really ready to have him now, mentally prepared, bag packed, all the baby things u can imagine and abelly so full of baby that it is rather uncomfortable now ( My skin feels so tight and I wonder how much moreI can grow!

I know I’m gonna miss my bump when it’s gone though, it’s so reasurring knowing that he is getting all he needs on tap and so lovely to feel him moving around…  Even though lil feet in ur ribs is NOT a pleasant sensation!

Our family and friends are all so ready and eager to meet baby too.  Think everyone thought he may have made his appearance by now… I know I did. I really thought I may have delivered at around 38 weeks. 

So Saturday 24th November is my due date and apparantly u have a 5% chance of actually delivering on your due date… I never ever do anything on time so the odds are pretty much against me for Saturday!  If I haven’t delivered by next Thursday though I have an appointment at the hospital o arrange inducing me so at least the end is defo near!!!!!

I’m pleased to inform that we do now have the internet at home and I’m sat doing this on our laptop so it’s all good!!!  1 problem from having the internet though….  We’ve discovered facebook and are both hugely addicted to it!!!!!  It’s so much easier though having internet access at home….  Wireless too so I can even play in bed!!!!

Feelin slightly head fooked at the moment.  I’m one of these people that gets something in my head and once it’s there, try as I might, I cannot get rid of it and it just eats away at me and my mind wanders and I make things even worse for my self.  Something happened about 18 months or so ago and it STILL plays on mind…  Not good!!!!  Can’t elaborate on here (Kristy u know what I’m talking about and yeah it’s back in my head again).  I just find something out (as I did the other day) that is really pretty irrelevant to anything (apart from who is involved) and off goes the whirling mind again and it brings everything to the front of mind.  The issue is though that I don’t know exactly what happened all those months and I never will and thats what drives me insane I think…  I make it up for myself and I don’t like what I imagine…   Arrrrgggghhhhhhhh!!!! Too much time spent alone thinking is the issue!!!!  Just why did it have to happen and why do I still let it bother me in the way in which it does????? 

 Getting a tad excited for Santa now… I LOVE Christmas and LOVE getting my tree up (not too early though) but gees I’m struggling for what to get people this year!!!!  I was hoping to get alot of the shopping done before baby arrives but thats not gonna happen.  I’ve done a few bits but looks like dragging myself round the shops with a pram when baby is here!!!!!!!!!

 Right, I’m off to get the hoovering done!!!! 

XxX

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