Me sulking?? Oh Yes!!!
So last night I went home and sulked! Matt came in from work and was talking to me and gathered pretty quickly I wasn’t in the best of moods… so of he stomps up stairs to get showered and stuff in preparation for our ‘big shop’. We hardly say 2 words the whole way there but then on arrival he’s a different lad and clearly begins creeping and trying really hard. I know that deep down he knows what’s wrong with me and knows exactly why I have the face on.
Anyway we do our shopping which comes to a whopping £140 odd pound then go home, the journey home is pretty much as quiet as the journey there. We get home and have some time then I go off to bed and pretty much no conversation between us the whole night.
Thankfully I had an okayish nights sleep last night, I did get up twice in the night but pretty much drifted straight back off to sleep. Still felt knackered this morning and could have done with smashing my alarm and turning over and having another couple of hours sleep but anyway… I got up!
Matt asked me what was wrong this morning to which I told him that I was just sick of having my wishes ignored and not having my thoughts taken into consideration, he disagreed with me that this actually ever happens but anyway. I then tell him that I won’t be going down to Ipswich with him for the weekend as I’m tired enough at the moment without travelling there and sleeping on an air bed and also informed him that when his sister comes to stay if I suffer the slightest bit of stress then I’ll be going to stay with my Nanna for the week. I told him I’m stressed about them coming all ready and they not even here yet! So I’m hoping that he will have had a think over the course of the day and realise that he is being inconsiderate and he may decide to tell his sister it’s perhaps best she only comes for the weekend if she has to come at all… I can wish can’t I?!?!?!?
Other than that I’m on countdown for my week off, I break up on Thursday and I’m then not back at work until the 8th May… I cannot wait! I’m gonna do some sleepin and some more sleepin and maybe a bit more sleepin!!!
Tonight I think I may go have an hour or so with Kristy. We haven’t had a proper catch up for a while. Matt will be watching football so it’s the perfect opportunity for me to go see her.
In Law Problems and I’m not Yet Married – Really???
This is gonna be a long one….
Right, in previous blogs you will have read mentions about Matt’s sister Amanda and her children Megan and Lucy. They live in
Ipswich and Amanda is married to Adam who is in the army. Adam has been posted to Arizona for 3 months, home for 2weeks then off to
Afghanistan for about 8 months with trips home in the middle. Her children are Megan aged 1 and Lucy aged 9 weeks.
So my traumas start like this: It had been dropped into conversation pretty much as soon as we moved into our new house by Matt’s other sister that seeing as though we have 3 bedrooms that Amanda can now come and stop. This rang alarm bells instantly with me as this is not something I’m used to, from being little I have never had people come stay at our home and it’s not something I feel comfortable starting. I got my head round it and thought that I could tolerate it for a weekend, for Matt’s sake if nothing else.
Matt had decided we would go down and see her in a couple of weeks. Go down the Friday after work then travel home Saturday evening as we did last time we visited. This suits me down to the ground as I’m a home bird and would much rather be in my own home, especially cos I work so hard to have a lovely home. Matt then also decides it would be a fab idea to tell her to follow us back up and come and stay with us for a bit!!! He says it will be easier for her getting the car loaded up and things; after all she does have 2 children.
So I think hang on a min, I was expecting that when she does come and visit it will be at the most for a weekend… Friday to Monday at a push… but if she is following us back then she is either coming up for one night or staying somewhere else. So over the last couple of weeks there has been a fair amount of texting between Matt and Amanda as she is eager to know what dates she is coming down so she can book the dog into kennels. So I read Matt’s text and he asks her how long she is thinking of coming for to which she replies… 2 WEEKS!!! OMG… is this joke. So I tell him in no uncertain terms that 2weeks is just not an option. So he tells her a week and she replies ‘well okay, 10 days then’… Still OMG!!!! No way. 1 week is too long for me as I said a weekend is more than long enough. So he still says a week, to which she agrees. I’m well pissed at this point. So now we are at the point where she is following Matt up here on the Sat and Matt told her the following Sat would be the best for her to go home so she says ‘well actually, I’ll go Sunday’!!! NOON WORRY ABOUT ME!!!
As my friends will now I am currently in no position to be playing hostess to anyone not really for a weekend, never mind a week. And I’m certainly not in a position to be hostess to an adult and 2 babies. Both of whom do not sleep through!!! I’m knackered as it is and a solid night’s sleep would be a gift sent from heaven at the moment but with 2 babies here it hasn’t got a cat in hells chance of getting one have I? I need to be stress free and chilled but I’m wound up already and it’s gonna get worse and I’m trying to feel chilled about the whole thing but the more I think about it the more my blood pressure rises!!!!
Oh yes, I can go on. Not only all of the above but I have seen her house, it’s not particularly looked after (I guess it’s hard with 2 babies) but it’s a hazard area and they don’t get dressed till after dinner, no made beds, Cbeebies 24 hours a day, heating on 24 hours a day, stains on the carpet, everything mauled and I swear this will send me over the edge. Don’t get me wrong there will be a baby in my house at some point in the future but I’m sorry but that’s different. If my child makes a mess, then it’s my problem, it’s my child… I’ll clean it up! And if my child has no discipline and wrecks the place and makes a mess… Again, my problem, my child! But surely I don’t have to accept it from someone else and there children? If the adult and the children don’t respect their homes then they aren’t gonna come and respect mine are they?
And who buys their food? Who cooks for them? Who washes and tidies after them cos I swear to you I will not do it and the first levels of stress I fell then I’m moving out for a week.
I have tried to speak to Matt about this and voice all my concerns and explain that at the moment I’m not in a position to feel stressed like this. I need to be able to come in from work and go to sleep for 2 hours on the settee if I feel the need (like I did Friday night) cos at the moment I have to grab what sleep I can when I can. I need to relax and not worry about stuff. I certainly don’t have to be looking after someone else and their family. Every time I say anything I’m just being selfish and a bitch. I’m sorry, I disagree, I think him and his sister are being selfish and EXTREMELY inconsiderate!!!
Phew… That’s a bit better!!!!! Sorry if that bored you but I really needed to rant that and I ‘m sure I could have gone on.
Weekend has been okay, had virtually NO sleep all weekend but hey… what’s new. I’m off to the docs tonight cos not only is my sleeping broke but my bowels are too!!! After the docs we are off shopping for our big shop (lol). Matt gets paid today and the cupboards are bare so we’re off to Tesco!!!
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Wednesday Woes
Laura and Ally came round to see me last night which was lovely. We had a good old chatter and a giggle and put the world to rights as u do when the girls get together!! It’s been such a long time since just us girls got together, normally when we go to the pub the boys are there too so it was good.
I was feeling rather tired last night and starting feeling myself falling to sleep whilst watching Half Tonne Hospital so we went to bed but I then started watching Mr Miss Pageant which was just bizarre… Some absolutely stunning men on there!!!! Anyway turned my telly of about 10.50 and thought I’d sleep well cos I was knackered but I have been awake since about 3am again. It’s driving me insane. When my alarm goes off for work I could sleep for England. It’s doing my head in cos I really should be looking after myself at the moment and getting plenty of rest and staying stress free but with one thing and another it isn’t happening!!! I could just to do with jetting off on a plane, no stress just relaxation!!! Heaven!
I feel I’m being a shit friend at the moment, my closet friend in the world is having a shit time of it and I’m just being harsh. I know u’ll be reading this so I don’t mean to be so horrid and seem so unsupportive, it’s only cos I care and Love ya that I want the best for you. I do care and I do want to support you I just don’t know how too in this situation. You know I’ll be here for you whatever *Big Hug*
Work is crap, the weather is just so lovely that I just wanna be home… roll on the 30th April cos I have that whole week off work and I soooooo need it!! My annoying colleague is doing nothing but moan that she is tired… she wants to try having virtually no sleep for the last month.
Tonight I plan to do nothing; Matt likes to chill on a Wednesday after football on Tuesday and rest before Football on Thursday! Looks like the team that knocked the Talbot off the top pf the league lost their last game so that means Talbot should be back to top… YAY!!!! Talbot have a game in hand too so hopefully they gonna be the winners of the league this season!
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Sorry If I Bore U!
How comes I got sun burnt on Sunday and it’s just getting worse and worse… my arms have tanned but my chest and shoulders just seem to be getting redder!! It’s not a good look, It’s always good to have a tan but not be red, I have the hugest strap marks too as I couldn’t exactly strip off whilst watching Matt play football.
Finally had a reasonable nights sleep last night, I didn’t sleep through but it was by far better than I have slept for days and days so feel slightly more perky today, could of done with an extra hour or two in bed this morning but I’m sure an early night tonight will sort me out.
My friend Laura is coming round tonight for a catch up and maybe Ally might join us too so that’ll be nice cos I ant seen Laura for yonks and I have some very exciting news to tell her.
I had a pretty good weekend. Saturday Matt and I nipped into town for a Greggs then we went to watch the National at his sister, we had 4 horses on and none won… BOO! Then Sat night we went a drive out. Sunday I went to watch Matt play football with Jamie and Kelly and Tibbzy also came to watch as the match was literally in the field next door to his house so that was really nice. The weather was gorgeous too. We went to the Talbot after the game, which they won 5-1, and had a bit of lunch there. When I got back my cousin Natalie came to see me and I haven’t seen her since June last year as she has moved to
Lincoln but OMG… she looked ace. She has lost 5 stone so is now half the girl she used to be… I’m sooooooo proud of her!
This week I have very little planned and this pleases me as I am sooooooo exhausted that I really don’t have the energy to do anything.
Ooooo just to update, we’ve had a change of plan with regards to
Charlotte the Starlet, she is no longer going. I cannot bear to sell her and since looking we cannot get anything any cheaper to insure (ludicrous I know). So the other option at the mo is just to get me a little car… Watch this space!
I’m sorry at the quality of my blogs just lately, they just seem to be full of pointless boring crap but I’m afraid I’m not having much of an exciting life at the mo, not anything I can blog about at the mo anyway!
A New Level of Tiredness
Oh I’m so very glad it’s Friday! It’s been a long week! I cannot begin to explain to you how tired I am at the moment. I go to bed knackered and fall to sleep pretty much straight away but then as soon as it gets to around 3am… I’m awake. It was 2.45am this morning that I was woken up by some twat ringing Matt on his mobile, now we have no clue who this was, they didn’t withhold their number but Matt doesn’t recognise the number. This makes me think it’s some of the knobs mentioned in the below blog. How bloody inconsiderate for someone to ring at such a ridiculous time… and not only once either – TWICE!!! Would have prob been more but Matt turned his phone off. So after this disturbed me I swear I never went back to sleep till about 5 and then Matt’s alarm went off at about 5.30!! Think that just about justifies the tiredness. Although Matt just thinks I’m bein bone idle all the time… which I guess I am being pretty miserable but I feel so bloody exhausted!
Work is driving me INSANE…. It’s so dull and the work I have to do is the most boring work in the world ever… Not a good thing when u feeling as knackered as what I am at the mo! I just can’t get my head around anything at the mo so I’m finding myself just tossin it off all day. I’m also very uncomfortable, I can’t even get comfy at my desk and just feel really frustrated and feel the need to jump up and let out an almighty grrrrrrrrr!!!
Aren’t I a bright bunny today! NOT
Not much planned for the weekend, Gonna sleep for most of it I think – Might sleep in the garden seeing as though the weather forecast is awesome and I can catch some rays while catching some Zzzzzz’s.
I’m gonna go watch Matt play football on Sunday again seeing as though the weather is gonna be nice, it’s quite enjoyable in the sunshine. Good Luck Team Talbot.
Have a good weekend peeps
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Well Done Team Talbot!
Why oh why do bank holidays have to go by sooooo quickly??? So, my Easter went like this… Friday was pretty chilled got up at my own leisure and got ready; Matt was at work but went early so that he could finish early so he was home at about 2. We nipped to town for some vitamins then went to see Matt’s sister; she has a caravan and was stopping at the caravan Park that I think is called Sherwood Forest Farm Park. It was lovely, the weather was really nice so we had a walk round the river and took Matt’s nieces for an ice cream. We called at the DVD shop on the way home and got The Departed which is really good but we didn’t get to see it all as Matt was falling asleep!
Saturday was pretty much the same in the day, Matt was at work but came home around 11 o clock and of course it was the night of the sugababes. I picked Kristy up at 5.30 and we had a steady drive to TGI Fridays and had some lush food then we headed for the Arena. We got there about 7.15 and the first of 2 support acts came on… Couldn’t tell you her name cos I’ve forgotten, she was pretty reasonable though, she had a good voice. Immediately after another band came on, again, I’ve forgot what they were called but they were just a bit weird! They went off then about a million hours later, 9.20pm ish actually, the sugababes made an appearance!!! Gotta say they were worth the wait though and we were SOOOOO close so it was fab we could make out their facial expressions and everything! Sorry about the pic… It didn’t turn out to well but u can see how close we were!!
Sunday it was the Cup Final between Team Talbot and Sutton RS, I actually went along to watch, all the other WAGS go every week but I hardly ever do!! Not very good considering I’m the captains WAG ay?? Anyway, what a game, I was so proud of the Talbot boys, they did loose 1 – 0, but the team they played were in the division above and top of the division so to me they should have pissed the game and won easily.. But they didn’t!!! Team Talbot played a cracking first half and I think most would agree that they were the better team… but then the other teamed scored and it kinda knocked their spirits I think! All in all a super effort from Team Talbot and they so deserve a pat on the back!! One of the lads from the other Team (an associate of Matt’s) had got Matt’s number from one of our friends and he decided he would share Matt’s number with some of the other lads on his team so for a good few weeks before the Match Matt has been getting abusive messages from these childish boys.. POINT?!?!?! It’s a game!!! Matt isn’t like that so didn’t retaliate in the same immature manner… How very pathetic of these BOYS to keep texting even after the game… GROW UP!!! As you can see this got my back up big time!!! NO NEED!!!
Monday we had a lil trip to Skeg, we set of at about 9.15 am and got there and it was pretty chilly… basically did all the usual stuff you do at Skeg… Arcades, Crazy Golf, ate donuts and had chips!! Had a lovely day but then it took us about 10 years to get home. Actually nearly 3 hours but it felt like an eternity! Got home when straight to bed cos I was knackered. Yesterday it was back to rubbish work. Nothing to report there, was the same crapness it usually is. Last night my mum came to visit and brought my Nanna and cousin Katie so that was nice!!! We had the Man U match on in the background… Can’t believe they scored 7 goals… Madness! Tonight I think we will have a little trip to Asda or Tesco cos the cupboards are looking rather bare then I think a hill night is on the cards, Matt is knackered and we have been so busy it will be nice to just relax!
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I’m Walking on Sunshine
Well isn’t it just a beautiful day today!!! It should be the law that we are given at least half a day off on days like today. I can’t wait to go home, not that I’m planning on doing anything but it will be lovely to enjoy the sunshine!
It’s my last day at work tomorrow then I break up for the Easter break. Matt is working Good Friday and Saturday then at football Sunday so don’t have any major plans but he is having Monday off so we are going to go to Skegness for the day so hopefully the weather will be all lovely like today. Got Matt his Easter present today, got him a lush Henleys hoody (lighter weught)! I think he’ll love it!!
Last night I was supposed to be going to the Talbot to meet Jay for tea but he was seriously ill with man flu so instead I visited Kristy and we had a takeaway from ‘yummys’ and it was LUSH!!! I’ve been obsessed with it for it a good few weeks now and I think Kristy was pretty impressed too!
Last night I was so tired when I got in and Matt was watching the Liverpool match so I watched telly in bed and was pretty much fast on when he came up to bed - Excellent! I felt shattered so it’s just what I needed!! Then, 1.30am came and I was WIDE awake and could I hell as like get back to sleep! Think I nodded of at about 5am this morning then the alarm went off at 6.20am and I really didn’t wanna get up! Never mind only one more morning to get up by the alarm clock!
Linkin Park & Mitsubishi Evolutions
Gotta say I’m very excited!! Heard Linkin Parks new song ‘What I’ve done’ and LOVED it! First listen today and love it straight away… that’s the sign of a winner. Their new Album ‘Minutes to Midnight’ is out on the 14th May and I can’t wait!! I’m a proper Linkin Park fan and have seen them before on tour and they were awesome so hope they tour theUK again now they are releasing new stuff!! Gotta say I find Chester pretty hot too.
To say it’s a short week at work this week, is it me or is it dragging??? I’m so ready fro Thursday to come around cos I am feelin whacked!!! It’s going to be lovely to have a few days off work to chill and get my feet up. I’ve had a good day today. Received some news that pleases me and takes a heck of a load off so it’s time to be happy and chill out me thinks!!
Tonight I’m off to the Talbot with Jay for tea and will watch a lil footie; I’m hoping my boy Crouch will be on!!! That will make me happy!
I went to Sheffield last night with Matt and my brother as my bro is after a new car. He is looking to buy an EVO 7 and he is fancying a red one and 1 came up for sale in Sheffield so we tootled off to have a look. It was up for sale for £11,995 and when my bro spoke to the lad he said it was in showroom condition!! Bull shit!! It was a bag of!!! It had been damaged to the front end and had 2 new wings on that had been painted and with it being red you could clearly see the colour difference!!! Showroom my arse… More like scrap yard!!! And it was pretty much at the top end of the price range as well… Rob Dog!!! So now I think he’s gonna be open with his colour choice as they are a pretty rare car anyway so there aren’t that many for sale so he can’t afford to be too picky colour wise!!! Shit hot car though!!!
